L'état De Bohème

Friday, April 22, 2011

Guess who's back!

hey guys! i will be back with some more good stuff comming soon yay!

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Live your Life

Just some pics i took! My new tattoo reads "smile in the face of despair" a quote from a line from a song I wrote. I find it sp empowering to live by those words daily.

Monday, January 17, 2011

So as I was home this afternoon, and flipping through through that channels I became annoyed since nothing was on. Cablevision should really ashamed of themselves for charging people an arm,leg,foot, and eyelash for nothing to ever been on!

So then I was browsing through a list of piled up dvr recordings and came across this recording called "Thread NY". When I started to watch it, I nearly drooled looking at this amazing jewelry collection by jewelry designers, Dannijo.

I looked them up and found loads of amazing jewels they have put together and now they are my new fav designers! The first 9 pictures are from the jewelry collection of my other fav place in the universe, Topshop. God are their collections fantastic. It's like all of these designs I couldn't have expressed better myself because this is all jewelry that describes my bohemian chic rocker hippie style. It's great when a designer can almost go inside their target audiences heads and give them exactly what they want.

Have a great monday everyone.

images provided by:

http://www.topshop.com/

http://www.dannijo.com/

Friday, January 14, 2011

Lipstick & Swords

For Many centuries, we women have always been depicted as the lesser of a man. We have always been shown as the strength behind his shadow but rarely have been given the chance to step outside of it and shine on our own. Even down to this day I think sometimes men question the strength of a woman because most of the time her beauty and grace overshadow it.

We fall victim to double standards, and mockings; often being hurled in the stereotypical box of woman. Not every woman has fallen victim to the vicious catty qualities that some sadly do. This post was important to me because I wanted to show that through some really great art I found that a woman is capable of more than man could ever think.

For crying out loud we have the super power of bringing life into this world! We have many super powers I think. We bear the natural gifts of intuition (something that is very strong with me), being able to master the art of our sexuality femininity as well as our masculinity.

Our emotions are strong sometimes overpowering and we can fall victim to them. We know how to be strong where it counts most, when it comes to lending our support, trust, and loyalties. The most beneficial power I think we have..is the power to connect beyond the surface level of a man and love.

There really isn't anything in this world like the validation of a woman's love and trust. We can be just as strong as a man, watch sports and talk smack with the guys and never lose our sense of womanhood and that feeling of beauty and glamour.

I have many close guy friends and they always say to me, "how is it that you are able to watch the game with us, drink a few beers and still look and smell sexy?" I find that hilarious actually. It is mainly because I after so many years have learned to master both sides of me. One side is a total guy who loves sports and is a tomboy,whereas the other adores everything fashion and art and feminine adornments.

Growing up, i loved playing with the boys and played all kinds of sports and still played with my lip gloss on and my strawberry body spray. Even down to this day they still say,"hey you remember that girl who used to play offensive lineman who smelled like strawberry daiquiri?" hahaha.

I was never afraid to hang tough with the guys and then hours later have mani pedi time with my girlfriends. Most little girls are raised to think that you can't be a princess and play with hot wheels, but you most certainly can! These pictures show that you can be as badass as you want to be and still be fashionable!

You have the power to be both powerful and beautiful. Wear your armor of war and then fix it up a bit and wear for a night out on the town! I think it's pretty cool how styles of armor and colors and themes were carried on even to today. May fashion, womanhood beauty, sex appeal and grace always rock the heck on!

Friday, January 7, 2011

Bitten by Epiphany

It hit me one day that I have been so busy with other things to even catch up on my own thoughts!

Lately, I have been undergoing a mental transformantion, and it is the most strange experience of my life. I think when you are forced against your own will to deal with various situations all at once, it makes you feel uneasy to confront your true self, and push those emotions very far down deep inside.

I am an aspiring musician and it is odd that though I crazily write songs about so many things and yet I manage to push my own emotions away. One day I turned everything off and just sat by my window and like water everything came flowing to my brain at once. I surprised even myself with all this build up of things.

I was bitten by a huge epiphany. When you are a kid, everything is fairly simplistic. You wake up, get dressed, go to school, play outside, come home before dark, and go to bed. When you grow up and understand the meaning of love,lust,hurt,pain,friendship...etc, that is when you are struck with the pangs of adulthood.

Transitioning from a little girl with a pink bike with tassels and bells,to a strong and beautiful intelligent woman is truly an experience. Little by little you begin to weed out the toxicities in people and forge deep bonds and connections with friends and family. You may meet the most wonderful person and fall madly in love with them, or be just as happy single and living your life.

You may have just purchased your first car and learn the terror of driving down a hectic street for the first time. I think that transitions are all about making your way through what I call "the years of the firsts", and still being able to survive them all.

This past year of 2010 was a year of "the firsts" for me big time lol. I've stepped completely out of the safety zone and got right into the thrill of the night! it has been so much fun,scary,insane,crazy but all a great learning experience. When I feel down i got right back up and didn't look back...in life all we can do is just live our lives through a trial and error basis and take things as they come until we find that one solid foundation to permanently build upon...